Vday memories...

Typing this post at 11.11pm.. Wishing that it will come true.. keke

I dont know why i feel it this year..

Vday seems to be a day filled with guilt and regret for me :(

Let's see...

Hmmm...

It was 2 years ago.. When he came to my workplace with a box..

Saying that it's a Vday gift for me.

I was really caught by that surprise present..

Felt bad for not preparing something for him..

It's a very sweet move..

But to be frank..

I was actually telling others that I dont like what is given to me..

Cos.. He isnt updated on what I like at that point of time..

Perhaps cos I feel nothing then..

Thus, no compliment.. But more of grumbles.. hehe

Last year's Vday was CNY.. And we 2 werent contacting each other due to me..

Throwing my tantrum.. keke

yea.. I like to act like a spoiled kid to people who cares for me..

As CNY kept me busy.. I wasnt really thinking that much..

This year.. As I've got back into contact with him.. I find that he has change a lot..

In a way.. He turned more matured..

Not a kid like how I find him to be last time..

And I dunno why.. I kept thinking about the Valentines gift 2 years ago..

Feeling that I should prepare something for him this year..

Kinda regret letting him go then..

I sense that he still has some special feel to me..

Or is it me that has some special feel to him? LOL

Somehow feels lonely this year on Vday..

I dont want to be alone any more..

Tell me what I wanna hear (if you have the same feeling).. and i'll give you an answer.. :D

I wonder if he will read this.. hhahahahahahahas